Stumbling Toward God

There's something I've been praying about, asking for wisdom and guidance and all that. When I simply no longer knew how to go any further, I gave it to God. I could not have been more amazed when He actually took it. Away. Immediately. Just... gone.
And I knew it was as it had to be.
Today it hurt. As it will hurt, today, this week, these months... as long as it takes. Otherwise i don't learn nothin'.

Great is Your faithfulness, to carry on with a sinner like me.